God has been teaching me about REAL-ness lately. I keep coming back to this . Although i don't understand why. It has been difficult , me understanding what God wants from me. Praise God my mom is doing 100 percent better after her sudden heart surgery. I praise and thank you Jesus every day for my mom's mile stone of quitting smoking after almost or if not a little over 40+ yrs of smoking. I am starting to see some light from out of the darkness i have been in but its only through the stress and storms that i am able to say this.I have learned, 1st, God has to be ABOVE ALL else. No if's , buts, or ands about it. I have to stay on my knees and seek him daily, not justpull Him out of the darkness when i need him.He has pulled all securities away and taught me that He is the substainer of my needs. He is my Provider. He is and has Always been there.
All the things i said i was looking forward to in 2011, He is revealing to me. The Bible is becoming more alive each day.
God Is in Control. But only if you Lose control.
